schism
artist: ALI PROJECT
disc: EROTIC & HERETIC (album)

lyrics: Takarano Arika
music, arrangement: Katakura Mikiya

translation by iconoclastiac @ gmail.com
http://melodycafe.iconoclastiac.net/lyrics/

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窓のない昏い部屋
白い手が蝋燭を置く
閉じたドア　私独り
横たわり
生まれくる前にくるまれる

　不快深く浮遊の渦
　澱む波間に沈んだ

もうひとつ在る世界で
もうひとりのわたしがあなたと居る
無垢をよそおう微笑と
濡れた髪が
意味をもち艶めいて

本当のワタシはどっち？

壁を這う異形より
魂は醜いもの
好きと云う気持ちだけで
もう他に
心には何も譲らない

   歪む揺れる波動の殻
   止め処無く繰り返した

私のなかのわたしが
捨てたいのは未来かそれとも過去
開きつづけたこの眠球が
血に染むほど
あなたを夢見ている

囚われた私はどっち？

もうひとつ在る世界で
もうひとりのわたしがあなたと寝る
破瓜の痛みに最後の
脆いつばさ
粉々に砕け散る

元にはもう戻れないのね

わたしのなかの私が
望むものは現在が消える未来か
震える胸を押さえて
血を吐くほど
あなたを愛していた

ここに居るワタシは誰？

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mado no nai kurai heya
shiroi te ga rousoku wo oku
tojita DOA   watashi hitori
yokotawari
umarekuru mae ni kurumareru
	In a dark, windowless room
	My pale hand puts down the candle
	Behind the closed door, I am alone
	Lying down
	Rolled up before I am about to be born
  
  fukai fukaku fuyuu no uzu
  yodomu namima ni shizunda
	Drifting in a deep, sickening spiral
	I sink between the stagnant waves

mou hitotsu aru sekai de
mou hitori no watashi ga anata to iru
muku wo yosoou bishou to
nureta kami ga
imi wo mochi tsuyameite
	In some other universe
	Some other me is with you
	My quiet smile, attracting purity
	and my wet hair
	glisten with meaning

hontou no WATASHI wa docchi?
	Which is the real ME?

kabe wo hau igyou yori
tamashii wa minikui mono
suki to iu kimochi dake de
mou hoka ni
kokoro ni wa nanimo yuzuranai
	My soul is uglier
	Than the abnormal creatures crawling on the wall
	With only this emotion called "love"
	There is nothing else
	For my heart to give

   yugamu yureru hadou no kara
   tomedonaku kurikaeshita
	In this husk of warped, undulating waves
	The endless repeating pulsations continue

watashi no naka no watashi ga
sutetai no wa mirai ka soretomo kako
hirakitsuzuketa kono me ga
chi ni somu hodo
anata wo yumemiteiru
	Within the me inside of me
	Is it future or the past that I want to throw away?
	These eyes which remain wide open
	see only dreams of you
	soaked in the color of blood [1]
	
torawareta watashi wa docchi?
	Which me was captured?

mou hitotsu aru sekai de
mou hitori no watashi ga anata to neru
haka no itami ni saigo no
moroi tsubasa
konagona ni kudakechiru
	In another universe
	Another me sleeps with you
	The last of my fragile wings
	shatters into pieces
	with the pain of deflowering

moto ni wa mou modorenai no ne
	Things can't go back to the way they were

watashi no naka no watashi ga
nozomu mono wa ima ka kieru mirai ka
furueru mune wo osaete
chi wo haku hodo
anata wo aishiteita [2]
	The me that is inside of me
	Does it wish for the present or for the vanishing future?
	Bracing my trembling heart
	I loved you
	Even more than my own blood [2]

koko ni iru WATASHI wa dare?
	Who is the ME that is here?

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[1] hirakitsuzuketa kono me ga   chi ni somu hodo   anata wo yumemiteiru: more literally "These eyes, whic have stayed open the whole time, watch dreams of you to the point of [my vision] being dyed in blood" -- the speaker's vision is presumably dyed in blood because her eyes have remained open so long that they became damaged. 
[2] chi wo haku hodo   anata wo aishiteita: more literally “I loved you to the point of vomiting blood”